Loneliness

Lonely- affected with, characterized by, or causing a depressing feeling of being alone; lonesome

These past few weeks I have felt very lonely. I feel like there is no one in my life I can talk to. Even when I'm around my friends I just don't feel like a part of the group, they always talk about stuff that I never understand and it makes me feel sad and isolated.  Lately I've just gone by and say hi to them and then made up some excuse to go sit alone on the balcony. I just sit there alone for hours and read or think, With the state of mind I am currently in that in NOT a good thing but I can't help it. It's the only thing I really want to do, be alone, and I hate it. All my friends have someone, a boyfriend or a girlfriend, or a really close friend they do everything with, and I have no one. I wish there was at least someone in my life I could talk to and hangout with but as of lately I feel that isn't going to happen any time soon.


Yes, I guess you could say I am a loner...
but I feel more lonely in a crowed room with boring people...
than I feel on my own...