The past few days for me have been pretty crappy. I wake up, go to class, do my work, than come home. I've hit rock bottom. I can't feel much worse, I don't even feel sad anymore, I've just given up. A lot of the way I feel is actually coming from my parents. They haven't been too supportive lately. It really upsets me. I spend most of my free time these days just reading. I want to say that I have just stopped caring, but that is a lie. I few days ago I had one of my "oh crap" moments. I've been talking more and more to this one particular girl at school lately. Her name is Ashley. I've known her sense I was a sophomore. We never really talked much until these past few weeks. I was talking to her one day and she got up to leave cause her ride had showed up, as she walked away I sat there thinking about what we had talked about.. and it hit me.. I kinda sorta like her.. yup.. as I thought about it more and more I realized how I've been taking notice in small details about her, how she looks, what she says, and so on. yup I find her to be very attractive.. so yeah... I don't know what else to say about that.
In other good news.. I'M GOING HOME!! next year I get to go back to Alaska with my parents for a vacation!!!
The only limit to our realization of tomorrow
will be our doubts of today.
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