The past few days have really been tough for me to get up. I honestly don't think I can feel any worse than I do now. I have no friends. My parents are to busy with their own crap and I just don't feel like I mean anything. If I were to die right now. I know for a fact no one would cry. Over summer I got really sad and I didn't talk to any of my friends for about 3 weeks. no one, not one called, texted or even really cared that I was gone. A few days ago that girl amanda todd killed herself. On facebook my friends were making jokes and laughing at suicide.. I wonder.. if they saw my arms.. my sides... the inside of my throat.. I wonder if they would still laugh?
A lot of people don't realize that depression is an illness...
I don't wish it on anyone, but if they would know how it feels...
I swear they would think twice before they just shrug it...
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