Hope

Hope- the feeling that what is wanted can be had or that events will turn out for the best

Today was easily the best day I've had sense I finished high school! Today I got to class and we had a math test. I was really stressing about it for some reason but when I sat down and took it, I knew all the answers. I know for a fact that I aced it! Sense we were taking a test we were aloud to leave as soon as we finished it. So After I finished the test I got up and left; while walking out of class I ran into Maribel :) Its odd. she flat called me to my face sick for not believing in god, she claimed she was better than me for it. As such I didn't want anything to do with her, but unlike all the others I've done that with, I can't not talk to her. Whenever I get to talk to her, even for just a minute, my day is instantly a million times better, and nothing can bring it down. So we walked outside in the awesomely cold weather. We talked about college and what our majors are.  I walked her back to class than left to my writing class where I proceeded to fuck shit up in my speech presentation

Today was one of the first days that I've really felt happy the past few months. It made me feel like I actually have a purpose for being around and that I actually do have a future ahead of me. Hope is today's word of the day because of what today did for me. It gave me hope. Hope that will keep from hurting myself, from hurting the people who are close to me. and will help me strive towards my end game. 

Learn from yesterday...
live for today...
hope for tomorrow...
The important thing is not to stop...