Relationships

Relationships- a connection, association, or involvement. 

I've thinking a lot lately about relationships, I honestly don't know why, I just have. My friends often tell me to go after the girls I tend to like, I usually never do, maybe that's why I'm 19 and have never had a real girlfriend, I dated a rather slutty girl during my junior year of high school and that ended with her cheating on me with my "best friend." About 4 months ago, At the time, a girl that I really liked came with me to my high school graduation, afterwards she came over to my house and we got to hangout, I was showing her my room and one of the first things she said was "Edward, how old are you?" Even if she was just playing around with me, that comment always seems to hurt me... Sometimes I think I should grow up and get rid of all my comics, star wars toys, pokemon plushies, etc.

My point in this is sometimes I think I don't deserve to have a girlfriend. When ever I start to like a girl the first thing that comes to mind is "why the hell would she date me" The vast majority (well all of it actually) of my time is spent on either the xbox or my computer. what girl would want to date a tech crazy nerd...


One of the best feelings in the world...
knowing your whole presence...
and absence...
mean something to someone...