Isolation

isolation- to set or place apart; detach or separate so as to be alone.

Ever sense college started I've had this sense of isolation, like I don't fit in. I'm around my friends all day but, I just don't feel like I fit in with them anymore, as each day goes by I've slowly started pulling away from them, on that note, from everyone. I'm not hurting myself, I don't feel any pain. I just don't want to be around them. I don't want to be around anyone. There are a only handful of people I can tolerate being around now and that number is getting smaller week by week. I really hope this isn't me going into another state of deep depression, you can only be lucky so many times. This is usually how it starts, no pain, no real sadness, just a neutral fall. and than all hell breaks loose. sadness, cutting, pain, I don't want to go through that anymore. I just don't know how to get out of it. 

You are not alone...

And this is not the end of your story...

it is only the beginning...